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From paris day 1


Latin Quarter flat, October 2011. Note how the stove, shower, and toilet are adjacent to one another. The price was right for one day and night, though -- I set my stuff down, checked messages, napped, and later headed across the city to Kehilat Gesher to celebrate Simchat Torah.

more pictures and notes under the cut )

As I waited for various trains, I saw a series of posters campaigning against violence: "School violence, extortion, assault, harassment ... too many young people are victims of violence in their schools, in public transport, in their neighborhood."

From paris day 1
zirconium: photo of flask with feathers in and around it (flask with feathers)
A couple of days ago, I went looking for photos of some of the Bikram postures, and came across a nifty guide (illustrated with colorful stick figures) produced by a NY studio.

(When I manage standing bow, it feels pretty cool. Then there's me getting water up my nose when I tried to sneak in a sip during savasana...)

I am taking a break from it today, though, because my body and brain both need a timeout -- a couple of old injuries have flared up, and I need a day where I don't have to be anywhere by x o'clock. (It's not really a day off -- I'm planning to divide 8-10 hours between lettering and copyediting -- but not having to stop to get myself ready to go somewhere else will make a difference. I'm such a housecat.)

Yesterday afternoon, I went to Rita Frizzell's memorial service. It included humor and drama and tears and quite a bit of music, including Sarah Dan Jones's "Meditation on Breathing" ("When I breathe in, I'll breathe in peace. When I breathe out, I'll breathe out love"). The humor included Dawn Thornton referring to herself as "Buddish" (referring to her sort-of practice of meditation); the drama included a theatre director reading aloud passages from Hamlet and coming up with a new collective noun ("an incandescence of Ritas") to encompass the different facets of she-who-was-called-Rita. There was chanting from the Tibetan Book of the Dead; there was a colorful portrait of an eight-limbed goddess hanging behind the pulpit. There was a reference to "Tibetan Buddhism's glass ceiling for women" (one of the situations leading Rita to Unitarian Universalism) but also glowing descriptions of the Friday night sangha she led, which will be continued by another member of FUUN.

The closing song was a group rendition of "You Are My Sunshine," a song Rita's mother had sung many times to her. We sang through it three times, twice with the words ("Please don't take my sunshine away...") and once simply humming. Afterward, at least two people said to me, "The humming, that's what got me." Music is such a physical act.

After the reception, I hopped into a friend's car and she steered it downtown toward sushi. Sarge talked about her plans to make blackberry wine; B. and I chatted about our connections to Texas. There was a lot of laughing with and at each other, including me at S. when she declared "I'm too old to be butch" (when B. declined her offer to pump gas) and both S. and B. at me when I waxed enthusiastic about fantasy tennis and horse handicapping. ("Look, I'm a nerd. Therefore I have nerd hobbies." "We're glad you know that.")

Speaking of which: Thanks to an $7K bet on Oxbow and a $10K bet on Mylute, I am currently leading the Smarty Jones Stakes (a Triple Crown predictions contest) over at TalkAboutTennis.com. My penchant for humoring my hunches seldom pays out two races in a row, however; moreover, I've noticed that it's always a longshot I don't pick that ends up second. Still, for the moment, peppermints all around! ;-)
zirconium: photo of flask with feathers in and around it (flask with feathers)
...is having a clean paintbrush handy when the pump on the sunscreen bottle quits working:

the upside to years of artistic pretension...

(It is also, to be honest, kinda fun to paint my skin without having to fuss about alignment or angles.)

It has been raining all morning. (Yes -- if I'm going outside at all, I put on sunscreen, even when it's gray.) The school down the street held a field day anyway, so I passed hordes of soggy children on my walk to and from the bakery.

I was engrossed enough in the current manuscript to tune out most of the conversations around me, but what I did overhear reminded me of how lucky I am, to be living here now, where my neighbors are chatting about translations and Eurovision and filmmaking, and the older man next to me was quietly reading today's comics, and the trio of tattooed women in front of me had clearly just finished their morning swim.
zirconium: of blue bicycle in front of Blue Bicycle Books, Charleston (Default)
New online: Remnant, at Escape Into Life (along with Luisa A. Igloria's "Gardenia," J. Bradley's "#safetytipsfordating - Flowers," and other pieces, illustrated with spectacular photos by Katinka Matson)

New in print: two haiga and a haiku in Lifting the Sky: Southwestern Haiga and Haiku, published by Dos Gatos Press (which is currently running a sale -- their catalog includes compilations of writing exercises and a cancer memoir.

Speaking of cancer: Rhonda Parrish is calling for SF/F fiction and poetry about cancer, for an anthology where at least 25% of the royalties will be donated to the American Cancer Society. the deadline is June 30.

Speaking of calls for submissions: Eye to the Telescope's next theme is bodies. Submissions due June 15.

The green hair continues to liven up my life -- the BYM was inordinately amused at the compliments I received a couple of nights ago from the young girls at Sweet CeCe's. The green bean plants are now between two and six inches tall, which I find oddly thrilling (it's only been a week since most of them poked through the soil).

Time to hit the easel (not literally, though some days I feel like it). Thinking loving thoughts toward y'all, even when I don't manage to send a direct note or comment.
zirconium: Unitarian Universalist chalice with pink triangle as base (rainbow chalice)
At the start of the service, the choir sang Ysaye Barnwell's arrangement of Kahlil Gibran's "On Children":



Your children are not your children
They are the sons and daughters of life's longing for itself
They come through you but they are not from you
And though they are with you they belong not to you

You can give them your love but not your thoughts
For they have their own thoughts
You may house their bodies but not their souls
For the souls dwell in a place of tomorrow
Which you cannot visit
Not even in your dreams

You can strive to be like them
But you cannot make them just like you


Rev. Gail preached about family and community, and how individuals possess both the desire to belong and the desire for freedom -- the challenge being as a family member (by blood or by choice) to nurture the people we love in such a way that they also feel free to be themselves.

Midway through the sermon, she stated that the largest category of households in the United States consists of people who live alone, which was true of our congregation -- and that the majority of that group at FUUN live alone by choice. She quoted a member of the congregation who had said to her, "I'm looking for someone to date -- but there's NO WAY I'm looking for someone to marry!" This was greeted with a wave of laughter -- and a heartfelt "Amen!" bellowed from the middle of the sanctuary, which triggered a second wave of laughter.




Maybe ten years ago, a group at church performed another Sweet Honey in the Rock piece, "No Mirrors in My Nana's House." This animated version of it (Chris Raschka illustrations) is a joy:

zirconium: Spicer Cub (daft horse) during Pimlico (spicer cub at Pimlico)
Today, I went through some postcards I received during my last year of high school and first year of college:

scans + comments under the cut )




Rita Frizzell, a friend from church, died yesterday, of cancer. I was trying to describe her to another friend and eventually linked to her page at Luminous Mind, which happens to include my favorite Shaw quote. Her story about how meditation helped her help her family through the sudden death of her nephew is also striking.




On a happier note, I went across town tonight to help my favorite almost-91-year-old celebrate his birthday a few days early. In addition to being fed champagne, meatloaf, pierogies, and strawberry cake, I got to chat with him and his family about yoga, ziplining, tornadoes ("grab the violin and the dogs!"), crazy cousins, gin-based drinks inspired by said cousins, gardening, legal citations, Delaware's legalization of same-sex marriage, sculptures made out of champagne foil and wire, and a host of other topics.

This, I do want to remember.

green

May. 10th, 2013 10:18 am
zirconium: mirliton = grinning squash from NOLA (mirliton)
sprouting bean:

green beans

mixing paint:

green...

telling Abby we'll be back after dinner:

me and Abby
zirconium: photo of squeezy Buddha on cell phone, next to a coffee mug (buddha and cocoa)
Since the start of the month:
  • five new poems completed; two accepted

  • three hot yoga classes attended, at a new studio in the 'hood. Conclusion: bikram, yes; vinyasa, no

  • one commission completed; another in progress. So, there's been a lot of measuring...

    measuring

    ...and some warming up...

    warmup

    and soon there will be ink-grinding. But first, class #4...
  • zirconium: photo of Greek style coffee, Larnaca, October 2011 (coffee in Cyprus)
    ... thanks to old Lawrence Welk clips being available on YouTube. I was looking up old Rose Milk commercials for something I'm writing, which led to the Welk show, which eventually reminded me that my first introduction to "Can't Help Falling in Love with You" was via Guy and Ralna. YouTube has two versions:





    Memory is a funny thing: neither of these videos match the version stored in my head, which has Guy and Ralna staring intensely at each other throughout "Take my hand / take my whole life too." It was sizzling stuff for a seven-year-old (give or take a couple of years) to see and hear. Still, I'm glad these are available -- I'm struck now by how good the singing is.

    (It's also odd to watch these in light of Ralna's comment about their divorce: "Guy and I were passionately in love, but we never really liked each other.")

    digging in

    Apr. 30th, 2013 10:18 pm
    zirconium: corner of dormant tulip bed (corner)
    my assistant

    It's been a couple of years -- maybe more -- since I last planted anything other than basil and chives in my backyard containers. This year, though, I'm giving in to impulse and optimism. At my church's herb fair, I picked up seedlings for two kinds of mint (Bowie's Apple and Kentucky Colonel), French thyme, Mexican tarragon, rosemary, and curly parsley. I've started a few pockets of beans, poppies, and tomatoes (the last very much an experiment -- the seeds are from 2006, so their viability is definitely in question). I've ordered seeds for French hollyhocks and evening primroses, and I will also be hoping for radishes, arugula, and zinnias.

    But, there's a whole lot of lettering and writing to be done before I let myself buy more potting mix. In the meantime, there are things popping up that I didn't plant:

    little discoveries )
    zirconium: Spicer Cub (daft horse) during Pimlico (spicer cub at Pimlico)
    I have seen my alter ego, and it is a horse named Spicer Cub:



    In the words of his trainer, Mary Eppler, "Obviously the horse has a little bit of quirkiness to him."

    My sweetie is running the half-marathon in the rain. I'm in the thick of steering assorted projects across the finish line. A couple that are up:

  • Online, in the current issue (#8) of Eye to the Telescope, my poem "With Light-Years Come Heaviness."


  • In print, in the current issue of Star*Line, my sonnet "The Bed I Haven't Made" (with many, many thanks to F.J. Bergmann for helping me solve its metrical issues).


  • I don't have my copies in hand yet, but I'm newly excited about Underplay/Overdone after seeing photos of a finished book at Medusa's Laugh.

    Forthcoming: poems in Inkscrawl, Dreams and Nightmares, UU World, and Lifting the Sky.

    (How funny the brain is: earlier this week I was feeling soooo woebegone about how little I have to show for all my hamster-wheeling. Now, of course, looking at this list, I'm like, "Not bad. ... Now go finish some more!")

    There's been some time with friends as well (yay!). Last weekend, I went with a group to Keeneland, where I wore my wedding hat and St. Armands (ridden by Rosie Napravnik, who will be featured on 60 Minutes tomorrow) won for me a bit of mad money (which I promptly lost on near-miss superfectas, but that's gambling for you). Tuesday, I spent some time with H & N, which included looking both at 16-year-old pictures of H's 75th birthday celebration and N's favorite anatomy book. Wednesday, I scarfed down a bunch of Joanne's fries at Dino's as we waited for Poetry Sucks to get going. (Being allergic to cigarette smoke, one hour there was all I could manage, but that was long enough to catch Chet Weise reading Thomas Sayers Ellis's All Their Stanzas Look Alike and Josh "The Duke" Gillis's found poems. The latter featured lines from Craigslist's Missed Connections, and thus were introduced with titles such as "Why I Bartend and Love It" [which got a loud "a-HEM" from Rick, opening PBR after PBR] and "Our Daughters Are on the Same Soccer Team").
    zirconium: photo of ranunculus bloom on my laptop (ranunculus on keyboard)
    The difference between being a writer and being a person of talent is the discipline it takes to apply the seat of your pants to the seat of your chair and finish. Don't talk about doing it. Do it. Finish. - a quote from Houghton Mifflin's page about ELK


    Julian Singh on "the holidays"

    Another Julian Singh statement: "Chops is to magic what doing scales is to a chanteuse. Without it you cannot be a magician, with it alone you cannot be an artist."
    zirconium: photo of pumpkin on wire chair (pumpkin on chair)
    The subject line's from Kate Barnes's "Epona" (a patron deity of horses). The poem opens with this:


    Waking up this morning, I found myself
    still in a dream of washing a white mare
    in the washing machine.


    If only. I woke up this morning from a dream where I spent most of an afternoon indexing a manuscript -- in a bleak little pen somewhere on the Keeneland grounds, with my dying mother in a corner and surrounded by tennis matches and other families holding field day festivities.

    It doesn't take a psychology degree to figure out where the various elements came from. But hey, subconscious, how about a white mare or washing machine next time? Or maybe colorful cargo-bike panniers? (I was reading a sample chapter of Luna Jaffe's Wild Money just before bedtime.)

    I was going to moan about yesterday being mishap-laden (walking into a tree; having to throw out a panful of roasted veg) but I see that I did that a year ago, almost to the day. Note to future self: mark this week as a danger zone on the calendar.

    Being stubborn as well as klutzy, I got two submissions out. And I was pleasantly surprised to see one of my poems newly published and shortlisted over at unFold. And, I'm in fine company -- the list so far also includes Dorothee Lang (who published Story Book-Ends two Aprils ago) and Nathalie Boisard-Beudin (whose photo+tunes journal is heaps of fun...)

    Also from two years ago: I had some leftover red wine. I had a party to attend. So:

    Two years ago
    zirconium: of blue bicycle in front of Blue Bicycle Books, Charleston (Default)
    The subject line's from Kate Barnes's "The Knife Edge," as is this:


    When I woke up this morning
    I found I was writing a poem in my dream
    and the only line I could hold on to
    was: take nothing for granted.

    So I will write down that one line
    and go looking for the rest;
    I will take nothing for granted.


    From October 2011:

    breakfast in Athens airport
    Breakfast in Athens airport

    sunrise
    Sunrise over Larnaca Bay

    Larnaca at daybreak
    Larnaca at daybreak, looking out from the other side of our apartment
    zirconium: of blue bicycle in front of Blue Bicycle Books, Charleston (Default)
    The subject line is from Thoreau's "Conscience Is Instinct Bred in the House." It is an insufferable poem (which is I admit in line with my general opinion of Thoreau) but that line had me giggling.

    A snippet from elsewhere: "The poet is not a bag of sugar!" - Wolf Biermann, "The Poet's After-Dinner Speech"

    It was a mishap-punctuated week. No lasting harm (AFAIK) was done, though, and my brain apparently likes to pounce on resemblances everywhere:

    sweet potato drippings

    The sweet potato drippings in my oven formed the head of a flopped-on-the-floor puppy...

    marbled cast iron pan

    leftover pan juices reminded me of the water and paint suspensions used for marbling paper...

    beet salad

    ...and good things happened as well. A friend from college was in town, so I put together a few snacks, including this salad (roasted beets and pickled lemon). It looked good and tasted great with the sparkling rosé she brought over. (We went to Lockeland Table for dinner; I'm noshing on leftover octopi pizza for breakfast, though it just dawned on me that I had better do something about all the garlic that's now on my breath, since I'm singing this morning. Oops...)
    zirconium: photo of cupcake from Sweet 16th, Nashville (crackacino cupcake)
    There are at least three recipes for salt-preserved lemons in my house. A week or so ago, I finally got around to two of them. One was a spicy Israeli riff that won't be ready until June; the other a simple Greek version with a fridge life of two months.

    I fished two pieces of lemon out of the Greek jar yesterday. Mmmm.

    Last summer, I went to a dinner where the appetizers included pickles from Pickle Me This, a new Nashville business. That business is moving to Brooklyn in May. Brooklyn is in for a treat.

    Yesterday, Alimentum published a set of poems about great restaurants. The set includes my pieces about Sweet 16th (the icon on the DW version of this post is of their crackacino cupcake) and Novecento. Bon appetit!
    zirconium: photo of bell tower seen on a walk to the Acropolis (athens bell tower)
    Tuesday tulip

    Entombed within our deep despair,
    Our pain seems more than we can bear;
    But days shall pass and nature knows
    that deep beneath the winter snow
    A rose lies curled and hums its song.

    For something always, always sings.
    This is the message Easter brings:
    From deep despair and perished things
    A green shoot always, always springs,
    And something always, always sings.


    -- Alicia S. Carpenter, "A Promise Through the Ages Rings"
    zirconium: photo of ranunculus bloom on my laptop (ranunculus on keyboard)
    Two days ago, snowflakes slowly drifted down all day. There weren't a lot of them, and they weren't sticking, but it was enough for me to rant to a friend, "It was snowing this morning here in Nashville. SNOWING. Big, fat flakes of SNOW. We are supposed to be able to plant things outside after Good Friday! This is not right!"

    But yesterday was so warm I sat outside to study )

    ...And there were snowflakes -- that is, Snowflake amarylli:

    Cheekwood

    In other news, my poem "Schrodinger's Top Hat" has been chosen as a Goodreads finalist; voting is open to members until April 1. Wheeyay!

    ETA 7:02 pm: A Geist newsletter just arrived in my in-box, with a link to David Albahari's essay on names, which includes a photograph of a snowdrop -- which is known in Serbian as a "hanging granny" (!).
    zirconium: photo of ranunculus bloom on my laptop (ranunculus on keyboard)
    During lunch yesterday, I read an entertaining article by Kim Green on how to become a gardener, and I was struck by her hatred of Bradford pears (I think there are at least four jabs at them in the piece; bamboo gets at least three).

    So I looked them up just now, and lo, there's a 2011 post by Southern Living's Grumpy Gardener titled I Just Hate Bradford Pears. So there you go.
    zirconium: photo of Greek style coffee, Larnaca, October 2011 (coffee in Cyprus)
    I went to Cheekwood after church today. By the time I finished lunch, there were dozens of dogs lined up for a doggie-model contest...

    dog contest at Cheekwood

    ...and some being fluffed and prepped in adjacent gardens and lots:

    dog contest at Cheekwood

    more photos under the cut )

    [There are a few more snapshots chez Flickr.]

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